One minute I'm angry the next minute I'm something completely different (it varies). I had this long post all thought out about love and relationships and meganuggets but now it all just seems silly. I got a new hoodie at work for ten dollars and it is the whip. Where do we go from here?

Having faith that everything will work out is so damn hard sometimes, as is putting your life in someone else's hands, because that is exactly what I feel like I'm doing. I'm tired and I just want to get laid.

I'm rather indifferent to the new year. Usually, I'm excited, feeling fresh and renewed, optimistic. This year, not so much. I don't really give a fuck. I'm not really excited about 2010, for me it will probably be the same as 2009. Work, school, work, school, work, going back and forth trying to figure out what the hell I'm doing here, pretty typical.

Today my momma and I went through some old things and got rid of a lot of stuff. We also at thai food and now she's getting ready and I'm about to jump in the shower and then we're going to get our nails done. Mike and I have dinner tonight with Megan and Grayson, maybe Danielle and then him and I are heading to my brother's, maybe with them, maybe with out them. I'm not sure who's going to be there, I just plan on getting toasted.

I got a butter knife stuck in my mom's paper shredder.

I just checked my bank account online and I have $10.

Thank God I didn't use my card for dinner last night.

Where did all of my money go! How was it spent so fast!
I apparently have a spending problem. And a not realizing I don't have any money problem.